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I do, I’ve explained that myself before. It’s tiring etc but also you feel amazing when you realise you’ve seen or interpreted something that no one else can see. It’s hard to explain but it’s like a euphoric feeling and everything makes sense and that’s when things become clear. When you don’t feel like that you can feel like an empty shell is the best way to describe it. I have been thinking about those things as you suggested before but I’m honestly too busy right now. Plus it’s Autumn so more work to be done before it’s Winter. I haven’t slept since yesterday of course but I do feel like going for a walk this afternoon.You know it's to do with your state of mind that you are seeing hidden messages etc though don't you. If it gives you more stress then it can't be rewarding and, as I've said before, getting outside, going for a walk, studying nature and so on must be more rewarding. Give that some thought rather than thinking about imaginary messages.