I suffer from social anxiety and depression and honestly I have loved lockdown, I have never felt so relaxed within myself.
I manage a Charity shop and since the announcement that shops could re open June 1st my anxiety and stress has come back thinking about it. I have to get 2 buses and 4 trains on my round trip to work (Live in London), to then work in a tiny shop where you cannot social distance, going through peoples dirty clothes.
I don't think I can do it, but need the money. Am hoping I can find a job before then but not much about.
I've been furloughed for another 8 weeks!
just found out I won't be going back until at least the middle of July ...........
Gives you plenty times to adjust to things.
Just got another letter local NHS,saying i must still keep in total lockdown Shielded,starting to feel very isolated,no one in no one out
I'm not sure if that's good or bad , I will have been off for the bast part of 10 months in total ......
are you on your own ?
Really?? Oh that's awful!!Just got another letter local NHS,saying i must still keep in total lockdown Shielded,starting to feel very isolated,no one in no one out
How truly shite- I really feel sorry you.Yep,but been like that since i was a child
I got my government food parcel today which was rather exciting!!
I thought they had forgotten about me so it was a very welcome surprise
Yep,but been like that since i was a child
I'm not sure if that's good or bad , I will have been off for the bast part of 10 months in total ......
but your getting better and stronger correct.?
so time to start planing for the future and what you want from life .
Oh definitely , there is definitely a new me appearing , just wish it had happened 20 years ago now !!!!
Well your not on your own pal, you may not be able to see me. But I listen and talk to you. Always up for new friends, I dont care if you green, with orange ears ").
So whats happening theses days?
are you not allowed to even go out for walks?
Best time when it's going dark, if you need to shop go late when its going dark there no one around. Feels more safer tbh
No walks ,be told total lockdown,i wouldn't risk a walk around my way after dark,housing association estate,big drug & drink problems , last couple of night the police have been chasing people thought the estate,caught 2 right outside my flat last night
Atleast the police are doing there job,thats good.
So apart from the obvious what make you feel better mate?
Wish I could sleep, having to get up at 5 for work everymoring.
I got 1000s movie if you ever wanna borrow some
Thanks got a few movies ,done a few the old wake up early jobs,worked in bakery in at 4am,and one of my hospital shifts was the 6am to 2pm.