As you may or may not know from previous threads my job relocated to a new place and I've had to move with it. I now have the keys to a rented place in a village called Weedon Bec. A majority of my stuff is now down there but I still have to come back to my house to get the remainder of my possessions. I've known about this move for about a year and a half, so its not been sprung on me at the last moment. I know forums aren't always the best place to spill out what's going off in your personal life but sometimes its easier to get it out this way rather than burden close friends or family with it and talking does help, at times. I'm in the transition period, I'm not quite down there yet and I'm no longer here. All my anchor points and routines that defined my life have been broken. I've moved on my own and don't know anyone down there. I start at the new office on Thursday so I may see a few familiar faces. My dad just popped round this morning as I was sorting things out and my emotions overwhelmed me and I just cried, there was nothing he could do or say and I felt foolish, I'm a grown man. I'm struggling to keep my emotions in check, they just keep rushing up inside me and its hard as I'm not typically emotional. I don't hate the area I'm going to, my friends and family have all wished me the best and helped where they can. I been ploughing head down into this and not really contemplating that what if's. Now its here and its left me in a mess.